God's Sparkling Eyelashes
This morning I remember my good friend, Leslee, lost from our
world last week because of cancer. For a
long time, after I heard she was sick, I asked God to heal her. I felt our world needed her much more than
heaven did. She was such a blessing to
everyone. God said a gentle
"No" to that request. He had
something much better planned for her.
Today she is basking in His presence, and I'm happy for her, even though
I feel the loss.
I grieved anxiously near the end, because of the pain she
was going through. Last year, when we
talked about her coming death, she said it wasn't going home that would be hard. It was the pain. She didn't want a long, protracted time of
suffering. Though He said "No" to my request,
God did answer her prayers. Up until the
last month she was riding her horses, knitting for her grandchildren and
entertaining guests.
There was pain at the end.
It required medication that robbed her of conscious thought much of the
time. But during those last days,
something happened that blessed us all, and made it easier for her, and for her
loved ones, to accept her going.
Leslee told a mutual friend who had spent time with her near
the end that God had given her visions of Jesus. She described what she saw:
"He shines," she said, "and even His
eyelashes sparkle!"
That vision of sparkling eyelashes has been with me ever
since. I see it every time I think of
her. I see it every time I think of
Him.
Heaven touches earth in the presence of God's people as they
are dying. Leslee experienced Jesus'
visible presence in this world as she stood on the threshold of that other one.
My grief is tempered with awe when I
think of that.
But we don't have to wait until we die for that touch of
heaven. The Bible says we can experience
the shine of Jesus' face in our day-to-day experience. He wants our eyelashes to sparkle with the
same glow that surrounds Him in heaven.
When [anyone turns] to face God as Moses did, God removes
the veil and there they are--face-to-face!
They suddenly recognize that God is a living, personal presence. . .. And when God is personally present, a living
Spirit, that old, constricting legislation (the Law) is recognized as
obsolete. We're free of it! All of us!
Nothing between us and God, our faces shining with the brightness of His
face. And so we are transfigured much
like the Messiah, our lives gradually becoming brighter and more beautiful as
God enters our lives and we become like Him.
2 Corinthians 3:17-18
My prayer is that my life will become, more and more, a
shining testimony to the beauty and goodness of Jesus, like Leslee's was.
Comments
Your blog, o beloved sister-in-law, makes it easier to accept her death.