Christmas Angels and Demons
This summer, for no apparent reason, a vicious bout of anxiety hit me, knocking me off my normally sturdy emotional feet. It persisted for a full four months, resisting all my tried and trusted coping mechanisms. I'm still thinking about the experience and learning from it. Once I had thoroughly dissected and analyzed it, I decided the reason was probably an overall angst about the state the world is in.
Evil news invades our hearts and minds in
this information age. There seems no
place to hide from it. Just when we think
nothing worse can happen, a new media revelation bursts upon us.
So maybe anxiety is not so unreasonable
after all?
I am tempted to think the world is getting
more evil, but I suspect it's not. As I
begin to come out of my funk and start thinking about Christmas, I realize evil
has been around for a long time. The Nativity
Story is full of it. And when I realize
this, the age-old question comes back at me again.
Why?
Why is there evil in the world?
Why, if there is a good God, does He let it
happen?
This morning I'm reading a book by Carolyn Arends called, Wrestling with Angels. In it she talks about the Mother of all Mysteries--the Incarnation.
She says:
Of all the paradoxes in the New
Testament, there is one more impossible than all the others, and the
contradiction is not in something Jesus says but in what He is . . . . fully God
and fully man, together. A crazy (and
ultimately violent) collision of human and holy, somehow contained in ordinary
flesh and bone. It is the Mystery of
Mysteries, and it starts with--of all things--a baby.
(p. 193)
She goes on to point out that this
"violent collision of human and holy" happened for a very deliberate
reason. It happened for Love. And then she gives us one of the most
lucid and engaging answers to this question about the problem of evil that I've
seen:
If this is the whole quest of
God--that we should love Him as He loves us, that we should become His
friends--we must be free to reject His offer.
This is a terrible freedom, and I suspect it is at the heart of most of
the terrors in this world. We cannot
love God unless we are free not to love Him.
Many of us don't. He does not
override our wills. He does not move us
about like pawns in a cosmic chess game, always ensuring an agreeable
outcome. We are free to bring hate into
the world (and indifference too, which is really hate in its most lethal form),
and so we bring also disease and pollution and crime and death. If God were to force us to stop the hate, He
would eliminate the opportunity for us to choose love. (p. 202)
I'm going on a Carolyn Arends binge this
Christmas. I'm going to fill my house
with her Christmas music. Her unique and
vivid song lyrics follow this theme of the violent collision of the human and the holy, with
an underlying echo of God's love that Christianity claims will one day swallow
up all the evil.
If you're looking for a
reason to believe in the Good this season--if you want something that will
counter-balance the Bad you will continue to hear in the media--I heartily
recommend you check out her music. You will
find in it thought-provoking reasons to hope in the midst of the mess we humans
have made of the world.
Her message--the message of Christmas--is
an antidote for anxiety.
Check out these clickable samples of her music:
Long Way to Go, the Christmas story in a nutshell.
The Power of Love, an old song but a good one.
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