Monday, September 28, 2009
Today is my little Zouxi's third birthday. She lives in the Dominican Republic with her Mama, Eridania, Dad, Andy, and brothers, Alex and baby Rowan.
I still feel the same as I did when she was born and I wrote this poem:
It’s hard to be a grandma
Who lives so far away,
When you’d love to give her kisses
At least five times a day.
It’s hard to wake up worried
In the middle of the night,
When you can’t go in and check her,
To see if she’s all right.
It’s hard to think she’s crying
In someone else’s arms,
When your arms long to hold her
And soothe her baby storms.
You’d so much love to tell her
In words her heart could hear,
That Jesus wants to be her friend
And He is always near.
But you have to make adjustments, so,
To calm your fears and cares,
If you can’t hold her in your arms
You hold her in your prayers.
You know that you can trust Him
To watch her day by day.
He loves her more than you do
And He’s not too far away.
And so I’ll be a grandma
Who lives too far away,
And spoil her when she visits
And when she’s gone, I’ll pray.